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[Aug. 13th, 2006|08:01 pm] |
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i'm back at live journal after more than a yr.
but, i guess no one is ever gg to visit this blog. hence, i'm even more free to post anyth tt i like.
anw, my whatever spiritwithin blog is gone for good. i have a new url. but guess wht, i shant mention wht it is unless asked. |
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[Feb. 25th, 2005|07:56 pm] |
wah. lyk this whole wk never update liao. no time ma. we got back our physics and ss test paper. guess what? i flunked both. is it a commmon thing to fail a maths and physics? i think so. all my seniors say so. so when mr chua stepped into the class, he was very angry. he gave us a lecture. but i think tt e prob not only lies on us, but him too. den i got a 7/25. at 1st i tot i'll be the lowest in class. so i felt very guilty when he was scolding. but heng arh. the mark i got is considered arnd average in class. coz only 4 ppl pass. den ss is not so bad. got 3 ppl pass. and grace was one of them. i got so low...so sad. i only got 8/25. haha. coz of the dumb 2nd qn. just becoz i never write the word 'reliable', i get zero. but i still fail la. mr yazeed says it's ok. coz it's the 1st test. but next wk so busy. got 4 tests! sick arh. chi, lit, ss and geog. all hafta study one lor.....hope i dun fall asleeep. coz whenever i study for a test, i will just fall asleeepp....dunnno y.
i knew someday something will happen if the list of our hp no is not taken down frm the interact club notice board. and yes. something did happen. of all ppl, it happened to me. though i dunno if there are other ppl. this person smsed me. and welll. he ssaid he took e no frm the noticeboard. he;s frm ite. a waiter at the alumni dinner. i was freaked out....i didn't reply after the 3rd sms. i was advised not to. coz if keep on replying den will have no end. and it's scary. i just feel bad not replying someone. coz i always reply ppl. even if ppl send wrongly. haha. i'm kind. i dun want ppl to think i'm discriminating ppl frm ite. i'm not. it's just tt i dun make frens thru this way. it's dangerous...hahhas.
yesterday went to ps..watched finding neverland..thot it's nice....but...turn out to be quite boring. i almost feell asleeep. it's nice. just tt i'm not the kind who apppreciate such movies. after tt tooook neoprint. with dawn and carmen. 2nd time tt the 3 of us take together. hehe. den bought some stufff.
dunnno y. sometimes i feeel reallly left out in class..is it coz i'm sensitive? it seems lyk i'm trying to search for friends. i seem so pathetic. felt pang-seh-ed at times. sometimes i try to heck care. but i can't...actually i really miss 2 grace. the ppl there. i reallly miss them. esp my gd frens. even though we often argue for no reason, i still miss her. and she noes tt. haha. but i love the times when i have company. i guess everyone feels the same.
hahaha. the new chi teacher. zeng lao shi, looks lyk da fan shu. sweet potato. the one with lao fu zi. hahahaha. just tt he not as fat. and today he taught us. coz huang laoshi got something on. i just hope he will not be our teacher for the rest of the yr. and he talks soooooooooo softly. can't even hear wat he said. so, it's SLACK time. hahaa. he just sucks la. dun lyk him a single bit. choon kuat says he's a monk. he is here to give us buddhism teachings. when he came into the class, i said class stand and den xing li. den he said wait. so i actaully repeated it 4 times. till he was satisfied. den he asked in chi, " ban zhang." i raised my hand. "qu cha bai ban" diao. den zhang chuan helped me. hehe. thanks arh. while he was erasing, he whispered to me," he's an asshole." at 1st i didn't noe wat he talking. coz he say very fast. so i think he reapeated 5 times. haha. sometimes i think i'm a bit deaf. or lag. either one la. den towards the end of lesson, wendy ask me go toilet with her. to slack la of coz. b4 tt, the teacher got say wat is abstract. abstract is: cannot touch, cannot see. haha. in the toilet, grace low said tt his hair is abstract. haha. so funny.
today in art club we very slack. newae, it's time to rest after the busy weeks of preparing for the valentine's day sales. boo had emotional breakdown. haha. she laugh, den become very sad. den laugh again. siao siao one she. she says she feels lyk mr leow, managing 2 ccas. art club and choir. i admire her personality. she says is either she dun do something or will do it her best. den she dun listen to teachers. she do thigns her own style. she showed us her last time sch drawings. wah. super nice. i think art is in her blood. and she alwasy says sec 1s are retarded. haha. b4 she came for art club, we were chatting and doing this paint stuff. mix the paint with water then pour on cardborad and turn here and there. coz very fast do finish liao.
den chat. dunno y tok about jc and poly. donson say he waants to go poly. ya, me too. but i want to go u also. jc is very boring. i saw the book,let tt they gave. the subj is just lyk sec sch. lyk wat ppl say, it's really wasting ur life. diploma or degree??? i have no idea!!! donson awnts to go mass commm. charleen also say she wants to go mass comm. carmen too. den is lyk when ppl can go jc, they dun wannaa go. y? i'm not even sure i can go jc lor. donson ask me go mass comm with him.. i lyk mass comm. it sounds fun. and jamie yeo is frm poly mass comm too. now i'm really starting to think of my future. i either study law or mass commm. which to choose?? hmmm... dunno. donson say i shld go mass comm. be dj. coz my "zui" very gd. "zui"= my glib tongue. hhahahaa. talking rubbhish. i dunno how to starrt conversation adn stuuff one lor.. but i'm interested. just tt i scared ppl luff at me. i want to be a broadcaster. someone in the enteratinment circle. seems diff rite? i think so too...
heheheh. got a blog acct liao. but not set up properly. cannot "jian ren" yet..
actually i shld be thankful tt my sheeps are so nice to me. hehehe. i love them! |
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[Feb. 20th, 2005|02:00 pm] |
yesterday woke up so early to the cip talk. den so funny. at tampines mrt, donson stepped into e same carriage as me, but thru diff door.i smsed him. den we looked out for each other. but to no avail. den when stepped out at tanah merah, we both saw each other. den the changi airport train came. we went in. den donson said" carmen yi ding bi wo men chi dao" and speak of the devil. carmen stepped in. she say she saw us. so funny. den we went to changi airport. coz still early. and we thot mrs yeo will be late. we ate at starbucks. the potato salad sucks. got onions and garlic. my hates. yucks. but the atmosphere at airport rea,llly diff. so nicee. felt lyk staying there. den gekyin called. aiyo. we thot mrs yeo will be late lor. actuallly she reached liao. deen we rushed. had a morn jog. walked and ran frm expo. so funny. atcually wanna run acroos this field. but the grass quite long. scared got snakes. so dun dare. in the end walked one big round. so yucky. so early den perspire liao.
den at 1st tot the talk will be a boring one. but actually turn out to be such an iinspirational one. check out the booths. quite fun actually. if next time got such talks, i will volunteer. haha. they talk about volunteerism. and wat cip means to u. lyk u, as a person can make a difference. in other words, it's M.A.D. it's really hard to think wat this world would be lyk without volunteer work. and i think dec 5 is no volunteerring day. and i think tt day is the most terrible day of the yr. reflect about this.
service was okay. nth really special. sermon about the impt of Bible. yeah. hope those who dun read Bible, will start to read it. and it's true tt i cannot carry on my spiritual life without the Bible. the Bible is indeed my source of strength to carry on in life. the answers lie in the Bible. it's true.
after service, talked to sheep. i think it's really gd of her to open up. and if u're redaing this, i really wanna further encourage u to tell me anything. i noe it's hard to talk to someone about stuff tt u're trying to cope. i definitely have tt feeling too. yeah. glad u feel better. hehe. this talk was worth it. hehe. though hsiao en didn;t manage to shepherd me..read the card i gave u kz.
deenn after tt went home. got chingay. super crowded. i didn't go. hsiao en asked. but i think meeting more impt. u urself lose out on the meeting if dun go. but also kinda regreted not going for chingay. coz lyk super fun too. hahas. next yr me wanna go. hsiao en didn't tell me hers this time is sitting ticket. haiz. nvm. i dun blame her either. den when going to go underpass, heard some wushu sound. got wusshu performance. den tot the guy said something lyk from chung cheng high sch. it's possible. coz our sch is champion. hahas. so hope to watch the encore telecast. coz i love my sch. haha. den the mrt was super empty. ok. not tt empty. butat least i've got a seat.
this day is boringg.
later maybe wanna go see qiyuwu. but nnow abit dun feel lyk liao. me siao one la. think i abit siao. go out just to see him??? really siao. maybe dun wanna go. managed to persuade weiyi to go with me. hahaha. if now say dun wan abit let her down. see 1st.
whree's my new layout. i think i'm gonna change my blog. maybe changigng to bloggger. got more featyres. but i dunno a thing about html. still need ppl's help. i'm dumb. realllly an i-di-ot. |
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[Feb. 18th, 2005|07:21 pm] |
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yes. i'm so happpy. i listen to teacher. i never go out. i went home. i informed mummy when i was home. i didn't pon cca. i volunteered to replace adele for tmr. i did all my hw. maybe except for cme. anyway who bothers to do tt. i did my maths early in the morn. and got all correct, except one due to carelessness.
today after sch met boo and art club peeps. den she say she treatin us. so we very excited. wanna eat lots. but since is she pay de, we of coz will not be so evil la. i ate alfredo. coz it's 7.90. and among everyone's order, the highest amt was 7.90. so i didn;t dare exceed. tt wasn't wat i wanted. i wanted beef lasagne. newae, stuffed myself with tt pasta. i wanted cream sauce. so i got tt. which is the cheapest. i put lots of parmesan cheese. coz i tot the pasta was lacking a certain taste.but ended up taste the same. and instead it made me felt lyk vomiting. i felt super bloated. i always feel tt way after eating pasta. i guess pasta is not for the weak. haha. and tt irritating woman at the counter! wen qian asked her if there is the 30% discount. and she said yes. then after choosing our food, it was 2.45pm. and we went to the counter to buy. and, there was NO discount. which means it's super ex. so we each paid $2 to boo. she also didn;'t order for herself. felt really bad. boo was debriefin us while we were eating.
cost price for valentine's day stuff: $695.00++
after subsidy from sch: $450(arnd there)
amt collected: $1300+++
profit: $900++
wah. i tot we will lose money..didn't noe tt business so gd till earn so much. proud of ourselves. haha.
and 2 new sec 2 members. june and jiawei. june is tt girl alwasys with phinsiew one. the oreo. i bet both join coz of boo. and i wonder wat will happen when boo leaves. i noe. everyone will leave. maybe except for the sec 3 batch. coz we will be in the committee. haha. boo told us to keep this a secret: the sch asked her to be a choir instructor!!! hahahahha. she so funny. she was lyk saying,"shhh. promise not to tell hor."
grace will be leaving on mon. for a trip only. and the letter she gave to the sch is tt she'll be taking the sch admission test. when actually she dun even need to. and she going there iss to play. she wrote down the list of things i need to help her do. collecting hw, teell her what we did in class, etc. so lame right. she damn funny one. den she asked for my address. so i gave her all my details. i think i'll really miss her when she leavess..den she also ask me to sms her when she in china..haha. and she told me to help her collect ALLLLL notes when she leaves for the next few yrs. coz she coming back for o-levels. hahhaa. she siao one. i dun mind. coz i'm helpful..wahhahas.
didn;t get to study for physics test yesterday. i was lying on my bed. holding the physics tb in my hands. watching tv. i doze off once. then twice. den thrice. den decided to sleep. nth went into my head. morn. on the way to sch. read chap 1. and some of chap2. in sch, read everything. in creative arts. read thru the graphs for velocity, acc and displacement. asked racheline for help. it worked. i finally understood. during test. 1st qn. very confident. vernier callipers and micro screw gauge. looked at the rest. my mind went blank. what????!!!!! so many qns about acceleration velocity and displacement. i dunno how to appply. did 3 qns. confident of the 1st 2.
the rest = crap answwers.
conclusion: i'm going to fail terribly.
resolution: find soemone to teach me physics.
anthea said rp didn';t have the time do do finish. now i understand y. they were supposed to do alll 8 qns. in 35 min. whereas we were only supposed to do 5 out of 8qns. we were lucky in a way tt we only need to do 5 qns. yet unlucky in another way tt most we dunno how to do. i'm not so worried about the test. coz a lot of ppl dunno how to do a lot of qns. i'm not the only one..
i dunno if i going service tmr. i hope jasmine not going vincent ng's hse tmr. lyk tt i can go for service. hmmmm.....dunnno y. not looking forward to both. i think i'm just tired of going out all the time. i want to reest at home. on sun i wanna go to the whatever chingay fiesta at tampines. hahahaha. coz got qi yu wu!!!!!! i wanna see him. i've seen all my fav stars b4 except him. haha. i'm not obsessed. i just lyk him.hehe. |
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[Feb. 17th, 2005|06:40 pm] |
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yup. i feel lyk i've been acting lyk a non-christian ever since sec 3 started. it's obviously soemthing i dun lyk. and i dun want it to happen. i'm not really concentrating on my studies, and i am not so responsible as b4...as in i tend to heck care about some stuff. ok. i do study. but it's more of copying hw in sch. this situation seems familiar. tt's becoz i was lyk tt in sec1, tt's y my results in sec 1 is not gd. sec 2 was indeed a muich better yr for me. i took my studies very seriously, so i improved a lot. i really hate myself at times. it's true. i'm so not disciplined.
recently, got back chem, a maths, and e maths paper. well...i am ok with the results la. kinda expected..except for e mnaths. i didn;t noe i'll get tt high. though it's not very high also la.
chem: 18.5/24
a maths: 13/30
e maths: 27.5/35
i really wonder how come, someone lyk me, who dun noe a thing about maths. can actually get these marks. i;m very sure it;'s not me. it's God. have not been meeting God lately. i'm truely saddded. i want to. but i am not disciplined enuf to sit down.
tmr got physics test. i dun noe a thing about it too... tt gary chua....see him is lyk seeing the pendulum swinging here and there. he either makes u wanna puke or sleep. i hafta read the bk myself. wahhahas.
just realised tt ms chan lloves guys. young teenage guys esp. she was watching the bball players playing bball. den in class, u can do anythign u want. coz she wun even notice. she is busying looking at the guys. she always walk around the class, but stop only at the guy;s tables to talk. hahhaha. observe and u will realise. she's such a despo. wonder y mr soh lyks her.
these few days kept meeting charleen on the shuttle bus. we always talk. quite nice to talk to her. coz she talks to u most of the time. haha.
today went to ikea with carmen to get class stuff. for deco. looking for inspirations as well as nice deco items. bought a pink dustbin and a pink clock. we're gonna be a pink class.. tt;s incl our pink class tee. den we ate at the restaurant. ate the swedish meatballs. hahahaha. so nice. and the choco mousse. but currently, i'm super broke. i spent all my allowance for this week. 1st time such a thing actually happened. i must stop going out to frequently..carmen says she's a bad influence. hahaha. i think so too. just jk. anyway, is i willing. then mummy scolded me. not really socld. coz i also noe is i wrong. i never tell her i going out today...but i scared she dun allow. so i dun dare tell her..
now i feel kinda bad when i gossip too much. it's a sin. i shldn't be doiung so. so when they say mrs ho as helmet ho, coz of her fake looking lyk hair, i feel tt they are being overboard. and soemtimes. gossiping can be very tiring. i shldn't be judging others. so ppl, pls stop me.
facing problems. not tt serious. but sometimes i think. at such a young age, i shldbe focusing on my studies. y must i be responsible for things tt are not my responsibilities as a student. lyk when otehrs face prob, i console them, but i can't console myself. so what;s the use. sometimes, she say me. i noe is for my own gd. but den i can;'t help but not listen to her advice. i'm sorry. i guess as a teenager, i just dun lyk to be forced and doing something so systematically. i need a break at timess. i hope u undersatnd. and i dun lyk it when u so-called nag. we all dun lyk nags. i noe. so pls undersatnd. i'm ok. so dun worry pls.
breaking down. machines need rest. me too. so pls understand.
carmen was asking me if i want to drink bubble tea. coz she bet with jonathan, whoever gets higher for e maths and a maths test, will have to treat the other. so jonathan got higher than carmen for both. so carmen have 2 drinks. i was thinking. jonathan so easily get cheated. i shld bet too. hahaha. den i can get a lot of treats. haha. carmen says i got higher than him for e maths. wahahhas. i dun believe.
and i feel fat lately. i am fat. maybe coz derek and choon kuat sit behind den keep suaning me... |
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[Feb. 13th, 2005|06:30 pm] |
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ahem. so lim soon yeow kor kor. where is my "new" blog tt i've been awaiting??? hahahas. nvm. thanks lots.
so here to talk about my crappy chi new yr.
1st day. ang bao money so little...went to only 3 pathetic hses. mummy's side. i almost died of boredom. thankfully we went to bugis to eat and watch movie after tt. den saw lihui at swensens. but she didn't see me. joshua was super pissed off tt day. dunnno y. in the car, we wrere listening to rasdio. they were talking about the colours of clothes. say black is bad luck and blah. den white is not gd. coz it is what u wear during a funeral. so sis suan me. say the colours tt i'm wearing is not gd. btw, i was wearing a white top and a brown skirt. so the colours were really lyk funeral. but i heck care her. coz i lyk the skirt. and she was contradicting herself. she said she liked my shirt, skirt and shoes. haha. so i have gd taste afterall. we watched tt devilish show- constantine. not bad i must say. but the values are wrong. i only agree with the part where heaven and hell do exist. and tt God and satan are indeed in a so-called "battle" of souls. satan wants us in HELL, which is a terrible place. God wants us to be in a wonderful place called heaven. and the last part when constantine finally agreed tt God has a plan for all of us. u shld watch the show. but dun take it ALLL for real. it's fictional.
2nd day. much more fun.hahha. went to daddy's side. i was much happier. cozgot all the cousins to talk and play with. got the little kids for me to hug. actually only got 2 kids to hug. haha. huimin and jiajia. they are both so chubby and meaty. ahaha. and of coz the money i recieved was much more than the 1st day. haha. i love my outfit tt i wore tt day. a billabong top and a op skirt. i only dun lyk my skirt when it is super low. coz i bought L. it keeps dropping...haha. and den followed sis to visit those old ppl. with cousins. den went to the ah heng and ah lai hse. haha. as usual, i think the older one is bettter looking. and last time i think only me and a few other cousins say the older one is better looking. but den now i think all say the older one better than the younger one. and the older one seems more friendly. after tt went to james' sis hse. then got the kids. haha. i lyk tt little girl!!!! hahahahaha. she's just so lovable!!! i put the pic on msn. haha. she's really very cute. haha. his 3rd sis children all so cute one. do i sound lyk a pedophile??? no. i dun think so. i read the meaning of it in the dictionary. it is so disgusting. i just love kids. den went to juan juan hse. den to shunyi hse. gambled. won only a pathetic amt of 50 cents. and i tried the cello. i dun lyk the ssound. den we played this so-called game. coz out of greediness, i opened this orange sweet. got a lot inside. i asked shunyi if is it nice. he told me," yes." i put one in my mouth. it tasted horrible. i asked him again,"i tot u said it is nice?" he replied," i said it looks nice." argh. and he said i must eat the whole thing. so i wrapped it back and wanted to put back in the plate thingy. haha. but was caught doing so. den he had this idea. we put our finger on the thing den spin it. den we must stuff all the food tt we are supposed to eat in the mouth..haha. lame. but gd,can eat. haha.
den on fri was the art club sales. i would say not bad liao. but i kinda felt lyk a fool sitting down there, facing the students sitting in the canteen. haha. but can say i'm actually quite an easily enthusiatic person. we didn't earn anythin of coz. but the money we got tt day was about $100. and we actually spent about $500. so we better make money tmr. donson kept saying tt the glasses i painted are very sellable. hahahha. i felt at eased. haha. coz i tot my works are very ugly. and there;'s this glass ttt i painted. i think it is very ugly. but somebody bought it. hahaha. the wine glass tt i opainted, with blue hearts, was sold too...hahaha...but the guy who bought it told his friend saying got so many hearts. but he bought it in the end. when i saw someone buying my work, i was glad. but i was also sad. coz to see something tt was once mine being taken away, is a very saddening thing.... so after sch went back to the art room, i took photos of the 2 i made for remembrance. hahaha. i decided i shld sell my 1st glass..and not buy it. my 1st glass is nice. not tt i'm bragging. surely can sell one. so share my works with others is better. musn't be selfish. hahaha. den i missed quite a lot of lessons. which isn;t a gd thing. i actually MISS studying....whoa...hahaha.which i never tot i would ever say tt. now i noe how much i love studying. however, i'm not doing my hw now. haha.
den after art club, walked to brina's hse. it was a nice walk. hahaha. i love walking. hahaha. bathe den use com..den was forced to go down for bbq. i was the part time maid. serving my cousins. walk from the bbq pit to the function room to take food. but i ddin't felt irritated. hahaa. den went to the play ground after tt. played the thing which u move from one end to the other. u hafta sit on the thing one. the thing tt pasir ris park have. i had difficulty sitting on it, and difficulty getting down..hahaha. i was hugging the chain. haha. as in i didn';t want to let go. coz i scared i fall. den the little kids were lyk going after me. trying to stop nme. haha. so i am the big baby.
saw jonathan's sis for the 1st time. she quite sweet looking. den qi lin also went. so very funny la. coz very coincidental.
den i bbq marshmallows for the seals in the pool to it. seals- soonyeow, shunyi, soonhao, jingliang and joshua. haha. and they clapped lyk the seal. they played some stupid water games. lyk racing in the poool. crazy. den went up to watch tv at9. den gambled again. won 40 cents. den i slept. only me la. joshua was telling me tt when they wanted to wake me up, i didn't wake up. he said they(huiyuan, jiajia,jingliang plus himself) were laughing at me. haha. i guess i was really sleepy. den when i woke up, i didn;'t talk to anyone. my brain just kinda told me what i needed to do. i stood up, went to the room and took my bag and went down with them. i didn;t even now who were in the lift with me. i just walked, followin them. weird. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|09:03 pm] |
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my day today was....sadly...very terrible. was damn pissed off. but i hafta control. tolerate. coz i have no right to be angry. mummy la. she is super unreasonable. can't she just hear what i hafta say 1st b4 interupting??? i told her i want to put braces. i pay 1st. next time she give me the money. coz my acc dun even have enuff money. and she started saying tt it's not impt and blah blah blah. say it's just for beauty purposes. for goodness sake. i think i better look up for info on y it is impt to put braces, to show it right in her face. it affects ur jaw and ur face etc. it's very impt. and when u grow up next time, appearances are impt. and then she started saying that if i want braces, then i dun go canada next yr. my gosh. she reminded me to save money. but i want both!!! how??? i'm really clueless..maybe someone can tell me wat to do. den when i wanted to see my clothes, she kept on grumbling about somne stuff. can't she just keep quiet since i'm not talking??? i totally lost my mood for shopping. hmm. but i repented. thankfully. i tried my very best not to talk so much. to prevent conflict...
hahah.yay..bought the cross necklace frm life bkshop liao..hhaha. longed for it for qite long liao. since new yr, so shld buy and wear. haven't found a bag yet...i want a white sling bag!! but can't find nice bags in sg.
yesterday forget to mention something funny..hahahas. after art club on fri, we waited for dawn too. we stood near the trees, where the sec 1s decorate the trees. den humans instincts are to look at things tt are moving. so we looked at the sec 1 ncc boys. little boys.they very small size. very cute..hahha. so we look lor. den mr yazeed asked us izzit waiting for our bro. then we said no la. den he said," den y keep looking at my boys? look somewhere else la. so cheeky huh." diao. crazy leh he. i wanted to say tt it's becoz they are cute to look at. haha. dun look at sec 1 ncc, den look at the sec 1s decorating trees lor. and they were throwing a toilet roll at the branches, and shking the tree. adele, carmen and i were so pisssed off by them. adele told them off, as a councillor. i purposely say loud loud about them. as their senior. hahahahas. den actually they want to get something off the tree. but the guy is irritating. he was shaking the table when the girl wanna take off the thing. so whose fault if they get scolded? tt guy la. i mean boy. they were even playing catching. oh my gosh. childish. but i think we did tt b4. so dun really have the right to judge. haha. den we looked arnd us. dun see sec 1 ncc, and not to be pissed off further, look at sec 3 ncc lor..hahaha. no la. i'm not those kind one.
hahaha.oops. i just found out soemthing...hahhahhahahha. yes. i'm gonna be so dead. i am talkin way too much in my blog. hahaha. which cause things to turn ugly. not for the 1st time...hahahhaha. but wat i'm saying here is the truth. no offence...hahhaa.
and oh. i'm also gonna be so dead.but i'll try to look on the brighter side. which i dunno from which side. coz i seee no way. i haven't touch any hw yet. i think priority is chi and geog. the rest can...wait. hahha. going off now.
time check: 10.02pm. off to homework......... |
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[Feb. 5th, 2005|11:08 pm] |
You Are the Enthusiast |
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You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.
You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.
Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.
You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.
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not really la. hahas.
today in service. was touched. hmm. learnt lots. lyk. it's good to be a desperado. desperate for God i mean. and sometimes we cry out to Him, but think tt God didn't help us. but it is so wrong. God already gave us the ans. but we dun obey Him. tt's y.
guess wat. i got 73 for chi test. i'm satisfied. i'm happy. thank God!!
on fri, in other words, yesterday, had art club meeting. poor carmen...and adele...waited for me till 5.45pm!!!for about 3 hrs. oh gosh. i feel soooooo bad. i'm going to buy them each a balloon for valentines day(to support my cca)...hahahahs. during art club, painted the glass. to sell on valentines day. hahahahs. not i want to brag. but i think mine is very nice!!!!hahahas. anyone wanna buy??? hahhaa. rmb to check out the art stall. hahaha. on 11 and 14 feb.
SUPPORT ART CLUB ON VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!
today after service went to meet carmen and mx. and jas. but she had to leave. mx too. only walked for a while. i guess either carmen or her felt left out. i was caught in the middle. i tried talking to both. den carmen and i cont walking after mx left. we walked and walked. in search of THE SHIRT. den we went to pasta mania to eat. again. but this time shared one meal. haha.den walked till lyk 8.10pm. in the end found THE SHIRT. i mean with a 'S'. get it? nvm. we bought white polo kinda tee. but diff pic. to wear on new yr eve to sch. it's the only shirt i have tt is with collar. also went to this korean cosmectic shop i think, recommended by carmen. btw, i dun put make-up. i juz bought a lip gloss. i wanted to get one very long ago already. den in the changing room very funny. carmen and i went in together. den we took in 3 diff colours to try. we rotated. ahhaa. very funny.
new yr coming. i'm excited. but ah gong ah ma haven't come back. i kinda miss them...... not coz of the angbao i get frm them la. it's just tt it's weird without them. the atmosphere for chi new yr dun seems to be there without them. miss those younger times when all the cousins gather. and play dumb but fun stuff. and the thing i really rmb is ah ma applying the wine thingy to my eye brow. so tt eye brow will be thicker. haha. i lyk the smell of the wine. btw, it doesn't work. look at my eye brow. it's still as light. hmm. i'm sad. hahahahas. |
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